My First Time...

Ah, yes. The first time. The first time is always the most special one, right ? The one that you would never forget, the one that you would always cherish in your heart, and God help it, it's most probably the one memory that you would take to your grave.

The first time is always the most special one.

Rod Stewart said : The first cut is the deepest.

Diana Ross said : My first love, you're every breath that I take/ you're every step I made....

And Bruno Mars, bless his awesome voice and sexy-licous style, crooned :


I feel like dancing the night away. Feels like just yesterday we danced for the first time,
for the first time,
remember our first time, time, time, time, time, ta ta ta ta ta ta oooh. Let's let the music keep our bodies awake. Feels like im touching you right now for the first time,
for the first time, remember our first time,
time, time, time, time, ta ta ta ta ta ta oooh. I think i might explode, this tension is so cold. And all this fighting between us is really getting old. We need a magic touch, before it all blows up. We've both had enough, we've both had enough. So let's just get away, go to that special place. Where we first met and on the floor my feet were swept away. Baby it's worth a try, i beleive in you and i. Only takes just one night.. Before we both give in.. Don't let it end.. Let's form the love again. I feel like dancing the night away. Feels like just yesterday we danced for the first time,
for the first time, remember our first time,
time, time, time, time, ta ta ta ta ta ta oooh. Let's let the music keep our bodies awake. Feels like im touching you right now for the first time,
for the first tome, remember our first time, time, time, time, time, ta ta ta ta ta ta oooh. Before we both give in..
Don't let it end.. Let's form the love again. Oooh.. I feel like dancing the night away. Feels like just yesterday we danced for the first time,
for the first time, remember our first time,
time, time, time, time, ta ta ta ta ta ta oooh. Let's let the music keep our bodies awake. Feels like im touching you right now for the first time,
for the first time, remember our first time,
time, time, time, time, ta ta ta ta ta ta oooh.

The First Time/Bruno Mars


Wow, Isn't he awesome ? And I remembered my very own first time...sigh...


Ahhhh. I would never, ever forget the first time I did 'it'. I was nervous and bashful and scared, and didn't quite know what to expect of my first experience. And my brothers and sisters and friends and relatives kept on teasing me about the first experience that I would encounter, and those teasings made me even more frightful.

I remembered that I kept on thinking. Would I enjoy my first experience ? Would it hurt ? Would it give me pleasure ? Or pain ? Would I be brave ? Or would I shy down and flee in shame ? Would I like it ? Would I hate it ? Would I enjoy it so much that I want to do it again and again and again ? Or would I hate it so much that I would turn away, never to do it again ?


Ah. So many questions, but I got no answer. I asked 10 people, but they gave me 10 different answers, all conflicting with one another, and making me even more confused.


So I got no choice, but to take a deep breath, and face the unknown.


On the day before I had my 'first experience', I felt quite ill. I remembered feeling nauseous and vulnerable. It felt like there were hundreds of butterflies were doing some serious party inside my stomach. And I remembered getting cold feet and yep, I did seriously considered running away from home, just so I can escape from facing my 'first experience'. But there is no escape. All roads lead to Rome, and I simply had to face the inevitable, and go to Rome, so to speak.

And on the day itself, I was a total nervous wreck. I tried to stay calm, but deep inside I was torn with multiple emotions. I was shy, yet I want 'it' so badly. I was nervous, yet I want to enjoy having my 'first time'. I don't want to sound too eager, but I know that I would want to do 'it' over and over and over again, unashamedly...


And so I did....


I really enjoyed my first time.

It was soooooo beautiful, just as I imagined it to be.

And I was brave and courageous and I really enjoyed having my first experience.

And hell, yes yes yes!!!! I want to do 'it' over and over again!!!!!

Sigh...

Yes, my first experience at school was soooooo beautiful.

What, pardon me ? You think I was talking about what ?

Shame on you !!!!! hahaha


Anyway, this entry is dedicated to all first timers at school, regardless they are in playschool, kindergarten or primary school or even college or university, or whatever. You guys rock, and I hope that you would enjoy your first time, just like I enjoyed mine.

And in my own kingdom of heaven, I got 2 first timers at school. My Ultraman #2, who is going for his primary school, entering standard 1 of a national primary school, and my Ultraman #3, who is on entering kindergarten.



With my hubby is often away due to his work, you can guarantee that my mornings are always a pure mayhem and madness and chaos, and that indeed, is another of my beautiful 'first time experience'...yeah, keep on rockin bebeh!


My 3 Ultramen, about to embark on a lifelong journey of their life...


Ultraman #3, who is looking like he is going to puke, just outside his kindergarten.





My boys at recess.